Thursday, September 30, 2010

Celebrity crush!

I adore this girl! She's so pretty... She's a Korean actress name Chae Jung-Ahn in Coffee Prince. I love her eyes and brows, and her fashion taste as well! Celebrity crush much?


Monday, September 13, 2010

Can't wait to read again

Geez, all I want to do is just sit in the sun and read all day. I don't even want any snacks beside me to enjoy the pure satisfaction from such a simple past-time.

I want to sit on the grass with a BLOODY FANTASTIC book in my hands and just enjoy myself in the sun. No, wait, I can't wait to read Les Miserables again. I haven't touched that book for two weeks and I miss it like hell. I want to relax and forget about all my problems while I drift off into another world. A world far, far away from this hellhole I call my school years.

Shit, the 'r' key on my dad's laptop just broke off! He's going to kill me! No, wait... just fixed it. Wooh, go me.

Just two more tests. Just three more days. ARGH.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Stress Rant

I know I shouldn't be stressing over the preliminaries, but I am. Forgive me.

I can't help but feel really uncomfortable about it all. I can't help but worry and stress... and I can't help procrastinating either, but that's beside the point.

Why I'm worrying about something that doesn't even count towards anything is beyond me. 

I did really bad in my Modern History exam :( And for some reason, I'm really upset about that. I did crap in my English Advanced, too, but since I don't really like the subject, I don't *really* mind. WHY DO I FAIL AT EVERYTHING?! FUCK.

I wish I could fast forward time to Thursday afternoon. I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THURSDAY NIGHT. FREEDOM!!! I love freedom. I am in love with freedom. I can't live without it. I just wish I had more of it. But then again, I probably wouldn't appreciate it so much, and I'd get bored and my ennui would kill me. I am never satisfied with anything. I can't stand the mundane, but I can't stand hyperactivity either. What do I want?

Whatever. I still want my freedom.

I want to read. Bloody hell. Is that really so much to ask for?!

Oh yeah, and stress balls don't work for me. THEY NEVER WORK. I dig my nails into them and it doesn't release any of my stress. In fact, I just stress more because I get so distracted.